10/30/06 - 7:00 pm - Internet Cafe in Aiea
So that was last saturday night. The combination of lack of car, lack of internet, and lack of home had really gotten to me. I knew my last night in my temporary house would be tuesday, and I still hadn't found a place. I had visited a really nice girl with a place in Makakilo the night before, but it would have taken 2 or 3 buses to get between home and work. My most promising option at that point was a place in Mililani, one town north of my restaurant, that I was going to visit on sunday. I had to leave the internet cafe at 9 or something early like that so I wouldn't miss my last bus back home. At that point I was pretty much just waiting for people to find my on craigslist or roommates.com and call my cell phone.
The next morning I had training at my job, then the guy with the place in Mililani picked me up to take me to look at his place. It was nice house all the way at the end of the street, with nothing but field and distant Jurassic-Park-style mountains past the back of the property. Problem was it was under construction, and there was no kitchen yet and a couple of walls missing. The guy and his dad even offered to loan me their truck to take to work every night so commuting wouldn't be a problem. I basically said yes, let me call you when I get off work and we can bring over all my stuff and I'll move in. He dropped me back off at the restaurant, at which time I checked my messages and had one from a girl that had just found the account on Roommates.com I had set up the night before. She lived right in Waipio, about a 15 minute walk, so I agreed to walk over and check out the place. She was really cool and welcoming, and I liked the place, so after talking to her for 20 minutes or so I looked around and said, yeah so I think I want to live here. She said "ok" and I went to work and called her when I got off. We drove to my temporary place at about 10 pm and I packed up all my stuff just-broke-up-with-my-girlfriend style. I gave the lady her key back and said thanks, then me and my new roomie drove home. I was so happy to just have a spot to live... it's hard to explain unless you've experienced not having a home. For the first couple days I felt like I was all I had on the whole island. Even though my luggage was at someone's house I felt like I was my own island, wandering around on a bigger one. Now as I'm writing this I know I'm tied to the world... I have a connection with a physical place on the ground. This is starting to not make sense, even to me, but I'm just trying to capture that appreciation I felt. Feeling appreciation for the simple things is one those reasons I mentioned for why I did this. My last entry from my move:
10/23/06 - 12:15 am - The Villages at Waipio
I am so happy right now. I feel like I've come to the end of a long journey... which is literally true, I guess, but still. I found a place to live, and more importantly, a place that feels like home. I was becoming increasingly worried about my upcoming lack of housing... a.k.a, I was scared I'd be homeless on Wednesday. I've been spending some really frantic hours at the internet cafe, in a desperate swarm of posts, searches, emails, and phone calls. The lack of car was making my search almost impossible. Anyway I'll tell you my enthralling stories of internet usage later. I am just really, really happy that everything turned out ok, and that I'm writing this from my bedroom, in my house, in Hawaii.











